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vent thing aha by CapukatSketch vent thing aha by CapukatSketch
I either must be very good at hiding things or I'm bipolar
and I'm not bipolar

.. errr I just kinda have a lot going on aha I guess
Sorry i probably won't reply to comments on this account btw aha

idk I kinda hate how effectively I can pretend to be , or be, happy sometimes and then it just takes a few things to ruin it aha
well on the bright side today was fun haha, early half bday celebration thing?

idk we went out to eat and uh.. I watched The Hobbit, 3 hours but definitely worth it//3D ftw//
love lord of the rings, love it~!

but ahh I just don't know, a lot of pressure atm so I guess I'm just completely losing my control over things.

I spent 3 hours on messages and notes today among other messages aha.. and didn't get anything done and I really want to get that final art project done but although I have the motivation, no ideas are coming and nothing's turning out right.
On top of that I have a whole lot of chores tommorrow which happens to be my last day before my bday.. yey aha

Hopefully I can get those chores done asap

have a new OC too aha? Her name is Sen. design not finalized on her body and all but her head is pretty much like.. well this xD

Ahh this was some 5 min doodle aha

Idk not in the mood to talk xD just a lot of things on my chest and I'll probably be all happy again tommorow but I have to be at least honest with myself and realize I'm not. I just wish I knew someone irl who understood me. I guess that's not happening right now aha
plus I have these dumb play lines to memorize of which I must say I'm not an actress at all. the irony since I happen to act happy so well all the time//facepalm

Just so much work aha god. the timing is ridiculously horrid too.

Well alright I'm not going to disable comments though I really should but I'm desperate for art project ideas if anyone still has suggestions ;~; irkk

well yes ciao ^-^
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Endber Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sure when you wake up you'll feel a lot better, but if not, here's a big hug :tighthug: <3
Just make a list with your priorities and work first on the most important ones, with calm :3

The art project can wait a bit, the older you get you usually have more responsabilities and things to do, it's okay if you don't finish the porject in time, because that will mean as a 15 years girl now you know (well, you already know, but x3) some things are more important than others ^^
And I think we won't mind to wait a bit for your art :3
/pff, I'm so so so much better expressing myself in spanish

and omg I want to watch the Hobbit ;o; Congratz <33 I think my classmates wanted us to go on friday o: I can't wait x3

/loves your new character's name
and it also remainded me a bit of Chihiro, but to the "dark" side of the film, when she's given her new name..

Take it easy and enjoy the day as much as you can <3
And yush, I understand that feeling, it happends to me to :c But I know you'll feel better later :3
Capukat Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Professional General Artist
thank you endber <3

yes aha I will :o
and lawl

um um I can try reading spanish xDDD

habla espanol >8C !
Yo quero leer su espanol ! xD//shot I'm so bad

and amg yea thanks ;u;
and oh thankq~!
Endber Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw, okay, here it goes x3:

Es normal que siempre haya algo que nos hagas pasar de estar felices o contentos a tristes ;o; Y sé cómo te sientes respecto a eso >.< A mí misma me afecta mucho todo, y mis depresiones son más fuertes >w< Pero normalmente a la mañana siguiente ya me siento mejor :3 Así que espero que te haya ocurrido igual al despertar ^^
Y sobre todo lo que debes hacer.. ALmenos no te preocupes por nosotros, sabemos que tienes tareas pendientes, no es necesario que termines tu proyecto para mañana si tienes otra prioridades :3 Al cumplir 15 años también debes demostrar que eres más responsable n___n

Tómatelo con calma y haz las cosas poco a poco ^^ Sin estrés x3

ew, I tried x__x I think it could be a bid difficult to read :c
dayylights Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope you feel better soon <333 Life will bring you down, but we always keep rising c:

I can't wait too see this character! She seems lovely <3
Mizuki-the-fluff Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
I understand the "few things to ruin it" part.
I can also agree with the good at pretending part of what you said as well.
Hopefully it passes soon enough and I'm going to...send mental idea making....material...idea dillies or something of the sorts?

My ideas are never very good although I may suggest thinking of a season?
For me my best ideas come to me during school though most of 'em have to do with designs.
I dunno. Just...I don't know ^^;
AgentWhiteHawk Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Arctic Marble fox? :)

Feel better<3

Happy B-day Celine!
xMizuOkami Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahh feel better Capu. ;~;

I honestly wish I could say something to make you feel better. ;~~;
SlimeAttackk Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Feel better, Capu!:iconluvluvplz:

:bulletblue: A magical project for New Years?
--:bulletgreen: Fireworks, etc.
:bulletblue: If you're in the United States, and your school does this:
:bulletblue: Floating away ~
:bulletblue: Color Scheme Designer. c: Just pick random and make a character out of that?
:bulletblue: Practice different art styles
:bulletblue: Fill in memes? o3o"
:bulletblue: For memorizing the play lines: Draw one of your OC's/anyone else's OC's in a comic reading those play lines.
--:bulletgreen: Hopefully, the thought that goes into how to portray the character doing that part will help you memorize it. ; u ;
:bulletblue: Animal Awareness stuff for your group! c:
--:bulletgreen: [link]
Capukat Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Professional General Artist
thank you for the ideas! :3
SlimeAttackk Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem. c:
rainfreezer Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist

do something that feels strong and powerful, but beautiful and soft coming on as well *^*
PFF i don't know
i'm imagining your white character
flying gracefully, glowing faintly
with wind rushing by
a lilting song drifting by~ (yeah capu draw a song i bet you totally know how to do that)
and the sky is kind of orange/red
with a beautiful white/yellow/blue-tinged moon
and tall, exotic trees and maybe a bird hanging out around there *u*
Capukat Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Professional General Artist
omg I actually had a similar idea
thanks to the hobbit
rainfreezer Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
*u* ehe yay
Crystal-Mint Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Student Digital Artist
That is pretty bad timng O_O
KittyKatFangs Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you feel better ^u^
and whoa.. I just got home from dinner and watching the Hobbit o:
An amazing movie<333 I love love the dragon at the end! x3
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