I either must be very good at hiding things or I'm bipolar
and I'm not bipolar
.. errr I just kinda have a lot going on aha I guess
Sorry i probably won't reply to comments on this account btw aha
idk I kinda hate how effectively I can pretend to be , or be, happy sometimes and then it just takes a few things to ruin it aha
well on the bright side today was fun haha, early half bday celebration thing?
idk we went out to eat and uh.. I watched The Hobbit, 3 hours but definitely worth it//3D ftw//
love lord of the rings, love it~!
but ahh I just don't know, a lot of pressure atm so I guess I'm just completely losing my control over things.
I spent 3 hours on messages and notes today among other messages aha.. and didn't get anything done and I really want to get that final art project done but although I have the motivation, no ideas are coming and nothing's turning out right.
On top of that I have a whole lot of chores tommorrow which happens to be my last day before my bday.. yey aha
Hopefully I can get those chores done asap
have a new OC too aha? Her name is Sen. design not finalized on her body and all but her head is pretty much like.. well this xD
Ahh this was some 5 min doodle aha
Idk not in the mood to talk xD just a lot of things on my chest and I'll probably be all happy again tommorow but I have to be at least honest with myself and realize I'm not. I just wish I knew someone irl who understood me. I guess that's not happening right now aha
plus I have these dumb play lines to memorize of which I must say I'm not an actress at all. the irony since I happen to act happy so well all the time//facepalm
Just so much work aha god. the timing is ridiculously horrid too.
Well alright I'm not going to disable comments though I really should but I'm desperate for art project ideas if anyone still has suggestions ;~; irkk
well yes ciao ^-^